Today I went to your blog again, and I read of days and months of your life that I was not part of. I’ll always remember school days where we were inseparable and always dreaded the day that we move on from foundation. 

I read a post and I cried because it was so sad. And I felt sad that all the photos in your blog had none of me. I miss you ariel. Sometimes you want everything but that’s not possible. So not possible to maintain such closeness with each friend that touches you. And you always drift from one good friend to another. It’s sad. but then again you would never have that many good friends if you were to stick to just one.

Sometimes I feel so selfish. I always think about myself and my feelings. And it’s not like i make an effort to maintain a closeness. 

Just random musings. Im so glad that you could make me feel like this, because it shows how important you are to me.

I dont think you’ll ever read this, but just so you know, if you called in the middle of the night and asked me to come down to where you are, I would.